Medication

[BigP]

Over the last couple of months I have had reason to take a look at a couple of medications that I have been taking, Fluoxetine and Atorvastatin,

The first i started taking after I had a brain hemorrhage, as I suffered from post traumatic stress and had bouts of chronic anxiety which it was very effective at addressing, after a period of a year or two I asked my Doctor if I should continue to take it , Hes said he would be comfortable for me to take it for the rest of my life, cool, Until the last time I saw him and we got onto the subject of personal fire arms ownership, he commented that he would recommend that the police revoked my licence as I suffered from depression , so I immediately stopped taking them, It is interesting as to the range of emotions that are flooding back , Its almost like having a lobotomy reversal..lol

This afternoon, I found out that a customer of the companies had killed himself over the course of the lock down here, we dropped to covid level 3 yesterday His business partner opened the factory yesterday morning and found him hanging from an I beam in the factory, One of the hidden victims of Covid 19,

Its been a long time since I have been able to feel the raw grief and emotion that I am now experiencing for this poor guy/Peter, He obviously felt he had just run out of options

Namaste

[Black Orchid]

That's really sad P and I am so sorry

I hope anyone in that position has the presence of mind to reach out and talk to someone. It may or may not help but it certainly won't hurt.

[BigP]

That's really sad P and I am so sorry

I hope anyone in that position has the presence of mind to reach out and talk to someone. It may or may not help but it certainly won't hurt.

People dont tend to reach out,they look inward, then do fucken stupid shit,,

[BigP]

I have shed more tears today than I have in the last 6 or 7 years, Im sure i will be a better person because of it

[Black Orchid]

That's really sad P and I am so sorry

I hope anyone in that position has the presence of mind to reach out and talk to someone. It may or may not help but it certainly won't hurt.

People dont tend to reach out,they look inward, then do fucken stupid shit,,

They do, I know

I have shed more tears today than I have in the last 6 or 7 years, Im sure i will be a better person because of it

Tears can be a culmination of a lot of pent up pressure and very cleansing. I hope they were for you. Cleansing that is.

[BigP]

That's really sad P and I am so sorry

I hope anyone in that position has the presence of mind to reach out and talk to someone. It may or may not help but it certainly won't hurt.

People dont tend to reach out,they look inward, then do fucken stupid shit,,

They do, I know

I have shed more tears today than I have in the last 6 or 7 years, Im sure i will be a better person because of it

Tears can be a culmination of a lot of pent up pressure and very cleansing. I hope they were for you. Cleansing that is.

I feel a little cleansed, a good shower wouldn't do any harm either lol

[Black Orchid]

I hear not showering keeps the plebs at a safe distance.

[sprintcyclist]

Sorry to hear that BigP.
My condolences, yes, terrible.